So I'm so confused.

I think it's more confusing because I made the mistake of thinking that I would never be confused like that again, hehehe.
I feel so weird and lost, yes lost and scared.
I feel my life has been flipped upside down yet nothing has changed...weird.
The change must be in me. It's stemming out of me. Maybe that's why it's so scary. If it was coming from the outside, I could hide within me. Where would I hide now, LOL. I have nowhere to go, hehe.

O Canada

So here I am once again in Ottawa.
This time around I went through Montreal and I have to say it was a much better experience with the custom agents.

I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis. I feel like I'm at a crossroad, a fork. I'm not sure which way to go. I feel a little weak and vulnerable because I feel lost. I'm not sure of myself anymore.
I haven't felt this in sooooo long. I think I like it. I'm usually my best when I'm challenged. Either way, I am learning alot about me.