Carlsbad!

So I've been accepted in the Carlsbad art fair. Yaaay! I'll be in September. I guess now I have to buy my ticket, make a hotel reservation and rent a car. OOoo, I also have paint the pieces for show.

Albuquerque revisited

So here I am again in Albuquerque. it's great to see Nomique again. I'll be here for a week. I'll get to paint as well for my possible art fair in Carlsbad.

Love

I had a nice dream last night.

I was at this big fancy party with rich guests. There was a big pool in the middle of the area and the guests where mingling when my (live) mom arrived with my (death) step father. They walked up to the hot tub. I looked down at the tub and I thought it looked like a giant washing machine. My parents went in. My mom rested on Alain and he held her and kisses her neck with so much love that I felt it. I was looking down at them and as I felt the love emanating from them, I thought: "Every child should see and feel this from their parents, this way they would know what to look for in life.".

Breakfast...no...dinner in Ottawa

 

So the little family left and here I am alone in this big big house. We bought all the canvasses, all 12 of them. I think I will start paingting on Monday, if I can wait that long :).
I have 14 days to create 12 paintings...I think I can do it! The wonderful thing is that my whole show is bought.

This is a photo of my dinner. It's a bowl of organic peaches, kiwis, banana, cereals and soy milk with no sugar added.

I no longer eat sugar, wheat, dairy, fried foods nor do I drink alcohol. Of course I make some exceptions to the rule.
I've decided to stay away from any foods that doesn't have the organic seal of approaval. I can no longer trust the food industry to have my health in mind. Their only concern is the bottom line, money.

I read an interesting article on 7 things you can do to prevent most cancers.

So I'm so confused.

I think it's more confusing because I made the mistake of thinking that I would never be confused like that again, hehehe.
I feel so weird and lost, yes lost and scared.
I feel my life has been flipped upside down yet nothing has changed...weird.
The change must be in me. It's stemming out of me. Maybe that's why it's so scary. If it was coming from the outside, I could hide within me. Where would I hide now, LOL. I have nowhere to go, hehe.

O Canada

So here I am once again in Ottawa.
This time around I went through Montreal and I have to say it was a much better experience with the custom agents.

I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis. I feel like I'm at a crossroad, a fork. I'm not sure which way to go. I feel a little weak and vulnerable because I feel lost. I'm not sure of myself anymore.
I haven't felt this in sooooo long. I think I like it. I'm usually my best when I'm challenged. Either way, I am learning alot about me.

The less you know, the more you are.

My little walk today...

 

 

 

 

My car doesn't work so I decided to walk through the park to get some food.
It was a nice walk. On the way, I took some pics of the little things I saw.

Soooo...

 

Sooo, there is soo much smog here I woike up coughing this morning.
I really like Santa Monica. We went to Venice Beach today, now there's a pile of freaks for ya, hehehe.
I liked it though. I lot of people everywhere.
That beach is soooooooo long and there are many magical places to hang out and watch the sunset.
The beach is so long you could walk from Santa Monica to Venice beach.
Another thing, NOBODY respects the speed limit, hahaha.
that's hillarious. The limit is 55 and everyone is doing 90!
Today we went to Laguna beach, Laguna Niguel, Seal beach, San Clemente.
We had breakfast at Seal beach. It's a very cute sleepy town.
I have to say that I haven't see one black person in either Seal beach nor San Clemente. That was weird...almost in a Disney world kinda way.

San Clemente

 

 

 

 

Ramdom

 

 

 

 

Laguna Beach

 

 

 

 

Laguna Beach

 

 

 

 

Breakfast

 

Strawberry and Nutella crepe!

Good morning!

 

That's me this morning at Seal Beach

Sta Monica Peer

 

 

 

 

Sta Monica sunset

 

 

 

 

Ste Monica and I

 

 

 

 

I look like a queen on one of those pic, hahaha.

I love the light