School...

So, how is it possible that I'm getting more by doing my own thing than what get from school? Maybe I've been using school as a crutch and now I'm ready to fly on my own?

I think I put too much hope and expectation on people and things...

So, I'm feeling much better now...

So, I still have some thoughts of anger about my ex but for the most part I'm really happy. It's a beautiful day, warm and sunny.

I've been working on this self portrait project for school. It's giving me a hard time. This glazing is....slow. : ) I don't think I have that kind of patience. lol.

Here's the piece:

Some prints...

I forgot to post some of the prints I did in my printmaking class last semester...

Enjoy!

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Ok, more wax resist stuff

So I have a couple more pics for you guys.

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School

So it turns out UMSL IS way cheaper than Fontbonne. So I'm going to UMSL :))

I'm starting school on the 19th. I'm really excited. It'll be a new experience and I'll be working toward a goal probably for the first time in my life. It's really weird to have a plan. I have my student ID, all financial is filled out, my classes registered, I'm all set!!!

Rage!

So after my freaky dream, I laid down to sleep some more. I went through  my morning thing; hot water, shower, asanas, meditation.

I woke up at 9 in a foul mood. I'm angry, angry, angry. I have rage inside. I can't believe how much. I really feel like a fool even though I know that no time was wasted...

In a lighter note, David made me realize that I do have options with school. Fontbonne was holding my transcripts against their will because I didn't pay some parking ticket. Anyway, I've paid the $175 and now my transcripts are free! Since I'm only going to take liberal arts classes, I might as well take them at UMSL. I think it's cheaper there. We'll see. I've sent my transcripts from both institutions to UMSL and I've applied, so the ball is in their court.

I'm still angry. I don't know if I actually have this anger inside or it's because I woke up 'wrong' lol. It happens to me sometimes when I take an after noon nap.

Yikes, I have to study!

What did I get myself into? lol
I have to take a bunch of none art classes :((
Ok, I just have to suck it up, bite down and finish this damn thing. hehehe.

Back to School!

Ok! So I'm going back to school.
I start tomorrow. That's going to be interesting :)
I will be a "Junior" I guess.
I'm taking fine arts and will be studying painting with this amazing guy: Victor Wang.

Sunday Dominique and I went to this pool/B-day party that was clothing optional. I was a bit weary at first thinking that it would be somekind of swap thing but it was great. No swap thing at all :) This house was amazing, the guy is a sculpture and designed and built it himself. It overlooks beautiful fields or corn I guess. There is a 600 feet down path that leads to a pool that would dwarf an olympic pool. There is also a zip line that goes from a tree to the pool. We took our clothes off on this beautiful sunny day and layed around all day. More people started showing up, most of which got naked as well. It was all great until some woman started talking about finding a good man, or how "isn't it wonderful that we are naked" sort of thing which was tiring after a while. I kept focussing on light of the sun hitting the big trees that surrounded the big oversized oval pool.
Life is good!